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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
I want someone to talk me down. I can't help it. I am trying so hard, to not text to not talk to him but i can't get him out of my head. Who knows anymore what is going on? No matter how many times I say that I will wait for you to text, the wait consumes me and I crumble. I wish I was stronger but no matter how many times I delete your number from my phone, i can't delete you. I want my baby back. I want your arms around me I want to be able to stop by your house randomly and just spend hours under the sheets just laughing at stupid things. I can't not text you or see you. We haven't even discussed any of what happened at all. I can't pretend anymore that I am ok.
♥ MYSELF ;
18 going on 19
trying to start again
don't know where to begin